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[probablynotabird]

Shadowchild is a demon, which means ze has the power to sense and eat shadows. Shadows are canonically really vague - they're basically generic "not-good-things", from nausea to guilt to weird god-possession to being really old and stinky. But because they're so vague, I can have Shadowchild basically be able to sense whatever you want them to -- or don't want them to.
So! If Shadowchild looks at the shadows on your heart (or stomach, or liver), what will ze see, if anything?

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[worstactor]

Ryusei has the smaller shadows of my two muses. He still feels guilt for Gentaro's death, but over time he's made peace with that and is starting to make as much peace with how much he screwed over his other friends as he can without them here. He is rightfully always going to feel responsible for that whole fiasco, and as his nature he's never going to feel he can exactly make up for what he did, but it's no longer the crushing guilt from when he entered and he's more focused on the future now.

He is feeling guilt for not being more competent, from stuff with modifying Fourze to the fact they're still here. How little he feels he's done for that and how slow he feels he's helping his consorts bothers him. The consorts, of which a vast majority are asleep now thanks to his Denizen, is an especially strong point of guilt.

He feels anger over the recent fiasco with Sollux and those involved, much of those tying into projecting stuff from his situation back home. He also feels disgust for Saionji but that's more a low simmer thing these days of someone failing to meet an already low expectation.

Ryusei in general is also someone quick to anger, and to lie. He doesn't feel too guilty about either fact, just at times frustrated for not playing his hand better. He's also still amazed he's made it this long with no one finding out his Title and is more than a little bit worried about what will happen if that comes to light. Oddly enough he's not that worried about being Gentaro's murderer coming up since Saionji has failed to share anything yet.

..These are still compartivly smaller than Jake's, I can just ramble on forever :|